Failure - I think differently now

I don't have same perception of failure anymore - it seems Its no more scary as it was all this while when I was a kid and the exam results were awaited.. or when I forgot to get my report card signed by dad.. or when I missed a table tennis match just when I was an inch away for the win.. or when I was drowning just before i actually started swimming

Its looks to be my friend now.. its not something I cant turn around.. Nahh not really. It is something under my control and trust me the more you see it.. the more confident you get because you know you are getting closer to what you want.

You will get what you want.. just depends how many times you have to try and when is that one last try when you will not get up and dust off your clothes to run again with the bruised knees.

Do what you want! Because thats why you are here.

Failure - I kinda love you now.. you are my stepping stone and I have to be nice to you :)

Sing a Song for ME !

Sing a Song for Me, that infuses underneath
A musical Melody, that helps me breath

When every word instils in the spirit of Me
And my heart takes a magnificent flee

I sense your voice, I can see through the depth
‘Alone’ lets me only creep in the sulking rest

Touch my soul, Breath the glee
Thats how You Sing a Song for Me

Dreams Look back ! With Hope

Dreams do look back sometimes.. one just did for me
And I am the one who has always learned from shattered dreams but it was an absolute pleasure to see it looking back at me and telling me..
"Go give it a shot once more" or at least more about where you want to be...

In my VUCA world... it seems possible.
I will get there when I deserve to :)

Heart over head in love with it !

Ruined for good...

It has come like a splash on my face

I could not even plan out a gaze

It spoiled the colors that I cherished..

Looks like all superbly blemished

Once it was the verve that drove my life

Now its the nightmare that plays the knife

Still Life .. Pacing light

Life’s still like a hurtling streak of light..
I hold myself… I look back
Cant see the greenery around me a slight

I still want to wait here to witness the pleasing frame of life
But there is something I cant promise you…

My pacing up mind doesn’t leave me to be a part of you
I have thought ahead.. I have passed you by

“I am with you” --- I cant even lie
Running behind… but I hardly can be caught
Don’t preach anymore, I don’t grasp the lot

I am caught in the your serenity which soothes my life
But don’t try to trap my imagination…

The anxiety is killing me..going forward and backward
I believe the rush in me is sacred
I am here to see you , hear you and feel you
I am here to live you

But the absence on my part is defend-able

Smoke Me Away!!

I wish I could ruin all that you have
I fancy I am doing it through all that you lag


I wish I could chomp you up from inside
I wish I could stay just by your side


I wish those hands never loose hold of me
Never in day, dark or when its time to sleep


I love to burn out into ashes for you
When I know that’s what is keeping a flow


Though it may harm you a LITTLE
Be a man and show off the whittle


I m the devil for you but you don’t care
I will not leave anything in you to complain, BeWare

My DeAr LiFe....

When I see you in the eyes…
Sometimes I witness a tear gently sloping away
And sometimes I know where I am standing has no flicker
It gives me nothing except a fleeting shimmer

And then I spot a leopard running for all what it wishes
Fighting hard with the monster and facing all glitches

When I see you in the eyes…
And then a slapdash being on the facade of the planet
Who thinks “I have the only sooper cool gambit”

But then not a control freak who wants it all flawless
A failure to whom could mean to make it lifeless…
Ok those are the traits of a NERD after all
Believe it or not that is somewhere sometimes I fall

When I see you in the eyes…
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That makes it all the more vulnerable

When I see you in the eyes…
This is all I see when I see you in the eyes
That’s where I fall and that’s where I rise